i wanna meet many people, but i've got no strength..can they ever forgive me? i miss them alot though...

i dont know whether my life is what i want it to be, heading where i want it to go. i dont even really think i know where i want to be headed. all i know is i have to strive hard to get where i would want to be.i just hope at the end, i'm still the same old me in terms of personality, more mature, but still the same. i want my life to have more direction, but i'm too lazy to get it to be. waiting for uni to help me sort my thoughts again, to get my life back on track...but it's all up to me..

some people need a wake-up knock on the head, hopefully they dont get it only after losing something they treaure most.